August 24, 2002

Rising Phoenix Series #18: Love Will Soon Prevail

Hello everyone

I'm back at work after a very good time this past week with my father and oldest daughter, trying to catch up with soooo many new developments (and 100's of new emails!) and foreseeing lots of very important issues to focus our attention upon this next couple weeks -- notably the pivotal World Summit on Sustainable Development (Aug. 26-Sept. 4, 2002) in Johannesburg -- and months -- notably the U.S. plans for a so-called pre-emptive war to take back control over the oil fields in Iraq as part of the global elite's agenda of world domination.

But for now I have for you below some very interesting takes on the ever more amazing crop circles/cosmic glyphs phenomenon and on the power of love to heal this world.

Love and Light to all of you.

Jean Hudon
Earth Rainbow Network Coordinator

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! I received another very interesting message from Matthew Ward who has given his most enlightening take on the multiple causes of the severe global weather upheavals the world has been experiencing lately as requested by his channeling mom Suzy Ward, and since it is too long for inclusion in a compilation, I have posted it for your review at

"We can create humankind's initiation into love and unity now."

- Freed -- Taken from "September 11, 2002 - Initiation into Love" below

"As I was watching the entire film I could feel "contact"... body was pulsating on all levels... chills of electricity through my crown and 3rd eye and I felt an unconditional love that I cannot express to you."

- Liz Daly <> who saw the world premiere of "Crop Circles: Quest for Truth" at the jam-packed 1200 seat Academy Theatre in Los Angeles a couple days ago. This extraordinary movie by director Gazecki just opened in (unfortunately only!) 12 theatres across the United States - see the list of cities or buy a VHS/DVD copy of the movie at

"If we are to understand love, if we immerse ourselves in love's call, then love will visit our hearts carried on angels' wings. Love has no other desire than to fulfil its Self, to unite with its Self, to merge with its Self as a single wave into an ocean of blissful awareness."

- Brother Anthony -- Taken from "Enlightenment from a wheelchair" below.


1. The Sparsholt Face (see the attached pic!)
3. Let Love Ring! Latest Updates
4. Enlightenment from a wheelchair
5. September 11, 2002 - Initiation into Love
6. Facing the floods
7. August 22, World Healing Day: A World Address


Date: Sun, 18 Aug 200
From: Palden Jenkins <>
Subject: The Sparsholt Face

Dear friends

A day or two ago I e-mailed you with a link to a picture of a new crop formation which came down near Sparsholt, just a few miles east of Winchester England. In all my years of croppying, this has been one of the most fundamental and deeply stirring of experiences, a privilege for which I feel deeply grateful. So I thought I'd send you a report of my subjective experience of the formation - or more correctly, of the 'space' within it. I went with Sheila, my partner, Tulki, my 6 year-old son, and Steve Alexander and Karen and Kayleigh Douglas.

To see the formation, go here: (this is the site of photographer Steve Alexander and researcher Karen Douglas, for whom I'm webmaster. There are hundreds of crop formation pics in the image library at . These formations are not just rubber-stamp patterns in corn, they are energy-spaces into which we may enter by our choice, even just by looking at the photographs and making ourselves receptive.)

The picture the formation makes is impossible to distinguish on the ground. Unlike most formations it is not swirled and flowing, but definitely right-angular in the lay of the wheat. The face part is made up of parallel lines of varying thickness, using a 'rasterising' effect to create a subtly shaded image, as seen from above. Though Steve told me that, while hovering over it in a helicopter, it was very difficult to perceive exactly what the picture was, so he photographed it from as many angles as possible, and only saw the full picture when the film was developed.

The formation was very energy-dense. When we approached it I was in quite a balanced and calm state. Stepping into the first bit of the formation (its 'frame') I suddenly felt shocked, as if falling suddenly into the deep end, out of my depth. The magnitude of the experience was quick to be felt - a heart-fluttering thing. I felt almost forcibly 'pulled within' and found that, although there were several old friends there, my social skills were zeroed out immediately. It wasn't unpleasant, and I think everyone there was experiencing roughly similar things. As with some other formations, I felt as if I could be seen inside by X-ray eyes above me, read off and monitored. It's as if our normal relativistic universe dissolves, leaving us in empty, wide-open space - though, in another sense, as if we've come home - a bit like landing in a foreign country and feeling instantly familiar with it, even if you don't speak the language.

The 'energy-signature' of the formation was different from others I've been in. In the 'main series' formations over the years, I get quite an intimate feeling of a presence or of energy-fields, but these presences distinctly don't want to tell who they are or what they are saying or doing. It's a bit like being a child watching an adult, without understanding why adults do what they do though nevertheless knowing that there must be some reason and sense to it which is beyond us. It seems that the main point of these is to present us with unanswerable questions which have a deeply transformative effect on consciousness and our sense of reality. An opportunity for communion, a chance to step into 'their' world while remaining on or in 'ours'. It seems clear to many croppies that these beings are not ETs as such, but interdimensional beings of a non-physical yet non-earthly nature. We don't know who they are, but somehow we know them well, and the experience is recognisable, tweaking deep memory, even if unique and entirely new. Then, of course, there are those who are desperate to assert that crop formations are man-made, but, sad to say, that's their problem, and their cosmic constipation will no doubt one day be relieved!

This formation felt like a personal message from a specific being, with a distinct identity 'he' was revealing to us. Sheila said she felt it was a rather shy being, tentatively offering itself to us, to see how we would respond. Clearly, the face in the aerial photos is an ET face - unlike the Face at Chilbolton (six miles from this one) last year, which was humanoid. The picture, when first seen, brings up mixed reactions, but the atmosphere in the formation is undoubtedly friendly and benign.

The Face of 2001 looked straight at us. To me it said 'We are watching/eyeballing you - and we are you watching yourselves'. The 2002 face looks over our left shoulder - and the feeling I got was that it was looking and communicating with our soul, which stands, as it were, just behind us (perhaps because we omit fully to incorporate our core and heart into our worldly lives).

I looked and felt my way around the face part of the formation for a while, but was drawn into the disk - and everyone else was there too, mostly lying on their backs and 'far away'. (It was a bit like a who's who of currently active croppies, actually!). The disk reminds me of psychic experiences I've had, of being given a 'rote ball', a hologram-bundle of multidimensional information which, once given, unfolds itself gradually over time (rather like being given a CD of information to look through, as you find ways of opening the files in it). Settling down close to the centre of the disk, I went inside and felt as if an energy-information download had started to take place. At one point Tulki, my son, spoke to me, and I surfaced, only to feel that the download was half-way through, so I went inside again to complete the download, and a point came where I felt it was complete. A few others verified this experience too. God knows what happens next, with that experience, and today (Sunday), the day following, I'm left wondering what to do with it or, more specifically, what this ET wants of me. It feels totally okay, and a great blessing - and I guess I'll find out!

I opened my eyes at one stage and saw Tulki alone in another part of the formation, just standing there for some minutes, silent and utterly still, staring into space. There was a crackling, crisp aura around him, and he was just being. Later, he came charging toward us waving a few stalks of wheat, as if carrying a sparking antenna or a magic wand, and waving them around. Something in him probably knows more about all this than we so-called adults do.

The 'disk' is made up of a fine spiral, with 'blips' on it which are spaced and sized in such a way as clearly to represent a coded and decodable message - my croppy friend Michael Glickman, earlier in the day, had said "Well, that's given me a winter's-worth of work to do!". Someone will hopefully decode it in due course by linearising the 'track' of the spiral and analysing the patterns and spacing of the 'blips'. Virtually all previous formations (except the Chilbolton 'Face' and 'Code' of 2001) distinctly represent clear patterning, mathematical principles and geometry, while the specific 'message' cannot be interpreted, at least in the language and concepts we currently possess. Yet this seems to be something we can decode, a specific message from a specific source. Some people threaded the spiral of the disk but, frankly, my capacity for physical movement was strongly reduced (until I left the formation, when it returned), so I didn't do that. My body felt like stiffened rubber, stable and grounded, but in another way my motion-connectors weren't wired up and motion was thus reluctant. Subjectively, I felt that each blip on the disk's spiral was not just a piece of information, but a kind of 'file name' to a whole bundle of information in its own right - it felt as if a whole library, not just a statement, was being given. I presume that a series or sequence of insights or life-experiences might follow from here.

This felt to me like a distinct 'close encounter' - a very intimate one, perhaps closer than we can get to our own selves. Interestingly, the face itself, though quite clearly ET, does not seem to be specifically one of the ET faces I've seen in people's drawings of the beings they've met in close encounters. In my own psychic adventures I have not met this kind of being before (though I've met a few). It was not a 'Grey' or a 'Nordic' or anything of that nature - nor humanoid.

Everyone stayed there for a few hours - it was difficult to leave, as if we were already 'home'. While in the formation and reflecting on the experience, I was aware of being a part of history. Perhaps the men who were with John Cabot when he 'discovered' Newfoundland in the 1400s would not have been aware of all that would unfold thereafter, and of the subsequent significance of their landfall (the whole history of USA/Canada). I felt this was similar, as if more will unfold in the centuries to come which will render this event significant in a new light. Of course, this event should be front-page news, but its true significance will hardly be noted or seen publicly. The materialists amongst us might well ask "What has this to do with Iraq, guns, cars and stock markets?" and, although the logical connections are perhaps flimsy, I'd say this event is totally relevant, by dint of its timing and also the larger light it throws on our vexatious human affairs.

'We have contact', and those of us who are open to it, whether or not you can visit the crop formation, need perhaps to send back the signal "Message received with thanks! And we await further developments". I do find myself wondering what I am to do with this gift, though I trust that answers will be revealed in due course. But one immediate conclusion is that I find myself reaffirming my commitment to the life-path I have chosen. Even though it's a ridiculously small number of people involved in croppie research, I feel blessed to be one, to suspend my intellectual neuroses, metaphysical control agendas and fear of madness and the Unknown, or of loss of reputation or friends, and to simply follow this trail.

Thanks for reading this - I hope it gives a taste of what's going on. The crop season is now ending - the combine harvesters are out as we speak - and the formation will probably be gone within days. These things are not built to be permanent. The wheat was crisp and ripe - most people were nibbling at it! However, several of us feel there is one more crop event to go this year. We shall see.

With love



From: "David Kingston" <>
Date: Tue, 20 Aug 2002

Hi All,

Linda Moulton Howe's site has a reader who decoded the message. Interestingly enough there was a similar message in 1991. The disc is not a code for the picture, but English letters warning against deception.

Best regards,

David Kingston


Now they've started appearing in the US & Canada. Also new August formations in the UK.


The Alien Formation is looking more and more like a man-made one with all the information that is filtering through contacts. Take a look at Linda's web site:


HE HAS BEEN "...decoding the binary code within the alien face 'disc' and can confirm that (he) gets the same message that Richard (on Linda Moulton-Howe's site) gets." HE ALSO WROTE: "Of course, if the formation is a hoax (as I still believe) then all of this could purely be down to a constructional error when making the formation - but at least I've analysed it as fully as I can."


Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002
From: Arzella Wheeler <>
Subject: Let Love Ring! Latest Updates

Dear Jean,

I'm glad to hear that our prayers were answered and you are back up and running. I felt cut off from you on the physical level, but just knew you'd be back with a bigger and better system.

The organization of our local events for "Let Love Ring!" on a local level is expanding incredibly. We will likely have to move our 7 p.m. event to a larger venue. It looks like some major performers are about to commit to it. We are holding the thought of 50,000 people showing up at the Stadium. If that is the case, we have a guru from India willing to fly at his own expense to lead a meditation. Hold that thought.

If you have any ideas about how to communicate with folks at the World Summit to get them to spread the word there about the resolution to declare 9/11 every year a global day of unity, I really think that it could send a strong message to the US and help keep us out of an October war.

I'm placing bets on the first country to sign the resolution--will it be Canada or NZ? We must move quickly.

All of the prayer energy going on this weekend and next around the world and with the delegation of lightworkers in Washington, D.C., phenomenal results will occur.

I promised Michael Lightweaver (a friend of over 20 years) that I would join the Washinton group in spirit this weekend. Last evening, I dove into the pool, totally relaxed into a float when I surfaced, and went into a deep meditation. The blue pearl was there instantly and as I focused on it, it became superimposed over the Washington Monument. It went to the top of the Monument and was a beacon, radiating energy across the planet. Never have I gone so deeply, so quickly. In less than a minute, I was totally invigorated and absolutely certain that all is well. And so it is.




From: "Tony Budell" <>
Subject: Enlightenment from a wheelchair
Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002

Hello Jean,

Good morning from 'Sleepy Hollow'. I have just returned from the Ukraine, (yawn yawn) having taken oooodles of kiddlywinks on holiday to the Black Sea. It was a wonderful experience and the children, along with my wonderful helpers, are now looking refreshed and happy. The attached 'Brother Anthony' is very profound and occurred only on Saturday last, but I thought I would get it down on paper as it seemed so important for me to do so.

In Love and Light,

Tony Budell


Enlightenment from a wheelchair

By Brother Anthony

Love called love unto itself saying, "Knock at my door and enter therein, for I shall enfold you forever in love's embrace."

- Brother Anthony

It was a humble dwelling, sparsely furnished with paint peeling on the walls. I entered and was greeted by a frail, white haired, elderly lady, sitting in a rickety old armchair. Her words of greeting were a rather puzzling, "I'm sorry, but I love you".

A couple of hours previously, I had been invited to meet Olya, a twenty-five year old girl confined to a wheelchair. She had been born with severe cerebral palsy and her disability meant she needed constant attention. Her mother, Tonya, went out to work daily and Olya's grandmother, this frail, old lady tended to her needs. Having never met them before and, arriving uninvited, the grandmother's words seemed strange. It was only later that Victoria, who was interpreting for me, explained that the old lady had been brought up under the communist ideology and individual expression was forbidden. "You can betray your father for the ideology of the Communist Party," was a term often used in her upbringing. To say, "I love you," meant a huge leap for her. But more about the grandmother later.

Tonya showed us into the next room and there, sitting, almost lying, in a wheelchair was Olya. Her limbs were nothing but twisted skin and bones, her body, small and frail, and yet she greeted us with a smile that stretched from ear to ear. Kneeling down, I gently took one of her twisted hands in mine, caressing her fingers as I did so. While doing this, I noticed that her head had a tendency to fall backwards, so I reached up and placed one hand on each side of her face, my fingers at the back of her neck to give the head some support. Then, for a few brief minutes, my world turned upside down, inside out and back to front.

We were looking into each other's eyes when I became aware of the Divine Mother's presence, an energy that I have now come to recognise fully. Olya's gaze left my eyes and slowly began to lift upwards, until she was staring in rapt attention at an area some two feet above my head. Her eyes were filled with unbelievable love and I started to speak softly to her in English, somehow knowing on an inner level that any interpretation of my words by Victoria was totally un-necessary.

"Do you see Her, Olya? Do you see Mother"? I asked, knowing that she was seeing far more than I could, or would, ever see. Her total innocence of life's tragedies and desires, broken dreams and disappointments, was enabling the Divine to reveal Herself to her in all Her magnificent splendour. That I was the conduit helping this to happen was humbling to an immeasurable degree. My eyes filled with tears and, inwardly, I sobbed with absolute joy, feeling the sheer ecstasy of the Divine Mother's pure, loving presence.

For a few brief seconds, the ego tried to intervene because my thoughts were, "wow, Olya can see the Divine in me?" But thankfully, just as quickly as the ego's thoughts came, they left and I was aware of a different sensation. Olya was revealing the Divine to me, through her sublime, childlike innocence. As her gaze slowly returned to my tear filled eyes, I became aware that between us we had overcome age, language and physical barriers. I felt I was the one who was handicapped, not her.

I was handicapped by all the impurities of life, my thoughts, my deeds and my actions over many years. I was handicapped because I was almost blind, living life behind a dark veil of spiritual ignorance and religious doctrines. I was seeing life through my two seeing eyes instead of closing them, enabling the inner eye to reveal all, as it was doing now through Olya's innocence.

For a while we became all in all to each other, in a loving space of at onement, where labels were neither needed nor necessary. We were unified in those precious moments of complete Oneness with each other and with the Divine Understanding. I now became the pupil, she, the teacher, the seer, the sage, the master, the conduit of all spiritual knowledge, and my heart was open to her wondrous childlike innocence, allowing the Divine to express itself to me, through her.

If we are to understand love, if we immerse ourselves in love's call, then love will visit our hearts carried on angels' wings. Love has no other desire than to fulfil its Self, to unite with its Self, to merge with its Self as a single wave into an ocean of blissful awareness. Through Olya, love expressed its passion in open grandeur, in total spiritual understanding, and in doing so, I was able to reach out with my own heart and embrace its magnificence. I was most richly blessed.

For those brief moments in eternity, I was able to knock on Heaven's door and it opened, revealing the magnitude of love's calling unto its Self and to each one of us, asking but a simple question of each of us, "Can you love enough to love?"

It was time to leave and, having said our goodbyes to Olya, we returned to the next room where the grandmother still sat. I kissed her on the forehead and, as I did so, she took my hand in hers, saying, "I knew you would come, I knew you would. Now I can live out the rest of my days in peace."

Her words are still ringing in my ears and I am still trying to come to terms with the profound and humbling statement implied by those words. Trying to live life in a loving, spiritual manner is not always easy. We slip and stumble, trip and fall, but if we could just live our lives in the simple innocence of childlike acceptance of the Divine presence, letting go of our fears, then love will reveal itself to us in immeasurable and wonder-filled ways.

In love's calling unto its Self, I bless each one of you.



Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002
From: Freed <>
Subject: September 11, 2002 - Initiation into Love

Dearest Jean and Earthrainbow family,

It would be easy to just send out thoughts in the Universe. It is then accomplished in the moment of creation. Alas, sometimes a tangible material proof is essential to convince the ones that only can understand the mate-real-ity. You, Jean, take care of one of these signposts who have been essential in the delicate play of duality forces and global link-up. The enormous amount of energy you gave to transform material / spiritual and allow this network to grow, reach out and touch thousands, maybe millions is without precedent. May this contribution be reflected in a happy family, successful business and rewarding spiritual life.

Here is a newest attempt to forsee a possible direction and translate it into a possible reality. Networkers, please share, inspire and co-create.

In unity,



September 11, 2002 - Initiation into Love

This present world already conceals the future world. Suppose there is (was always?) paradise, it only needs to be established in y-our mind in such a way that it could stand all possible adversities. By living paradise and consciously recast gradually the appearance of the so-perceived daily reality into unity of all, a power is generated that will wear out the reluctant separating forces (in y-ourselves). First in silence or nothingness, a taste of paradise can be experienced. It prepares the mind to transform the thought forms that create/d y-our world. By sharing these experiences and insights, a wider scope is attainable. The will to learn and the determination to push boundaries, or alternatively a pure surrender to the highest Divine guarantee success.

Beware though, all vital forces have to be conquered. They are the domain that the dark cabals are still allowed to reign.

September 11 2001 was their initiation day for humanity. For this reason, CNN was divinely allowed to incessantly broadcast the World Trade Center towers hit by airplanes and crumbling to dust. The dark cabals prepared an initiation into fear and slavery. Fools, they could not understand that they cleared the way to ascension. Those citizens who were afraid to loose their securities and followed docily the mass media, could not see that logically they had to loose their freedom(s) in the process. In the USA as the richest and most ruthless country, the challenge to follow the heart was indeed most difficult. The cabals exposed themselves, drunken of a luring victory. What is the main reason of their terror? It is YOU who give them power. Why? Are you afraid of being alone, when discerning what y-our inner guidance calls for? As we are all one, any call to kill another being is essentially suicide. No reason, however sophisticated, will avoid this insight. Therefore, another course is essential.

September 11 2002 - second initiation day for humanity. Having had a grim taste of a possible way to abyss, especially exposed in the USA and in Israel, each one of us has to decide when enough is enough. We can create humankind's initiation into love and unity now.

A proposal: Go to the seashore if you happen to live within its reach, together with the ones that are most dear to you. Stand with the face towards the open sea, and stretch your hands to form a chain with your beloved ones. Invite others nearby to join and form long chains.

Primary meeting / focus time is 12 noon locally. Imagine what needs to be done to let prevail unity and allow abundance for all. Pledge that you will (become responsible to) learn, allow and share love, joy, creativity, sincerity, unity whenever and wherever possible. You may share your most profound life experiences with the ones next to you, and listen to their life stories. Y-our deliberate act to spread y-our arms is a sign to be ready for contact.

In villages, gather in the meeting places and form chains with the ones there.

In the cities, go into the streets and form the chain with as many differing passers-by as possible.

Planet Earth is preparing for the biggest link-up ever established on Earth. It will create a morphogenetic field where the solutions to avert the ecological collapse will naturally draw forth, because they are prepared to be worked out further and to create abundance. Not by plundering resources, casino economy or killer industries, but by recycling processes and better use of natural energies. Be surprised how much is prepared, and look out for it in the very very near future. What can you do to co-create this reality?

Thank you adversary forces (in y-ourselves) to have forced the break-through. There are options: Either to join and go the long way to ascension, or to perish in the flood of love that is created now.



From: Dr Vladimir Dostal <>
Subject: Facing the floods
Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002

Dear Jean et al

I have not enough time to choose my words carefully. This small still relatively poor post-communist country is afflicted by terrible floods. There is a collective feeling for our neighbours suffering
and fear. A group of us from Romania, Estonia, Hungary, Czech Republic and Poland prayed in our various languages in an orthodox spiritual center in Moravia last week. It was the greatest source of strength for me and I think that this will be the way of the future - when we forget our private concerns and turn our collective consciousness towards the whole. You don't have much choice either
when in crisis.

Vladimir Dostal
Czech Republic

CONSCIOUSLY, WILLFULLY CHOOSING PEACE AND LOVE... (Unfortunately I could not send this earlier)


Subject: World Healing Day: A World Address
Date: Sun, 18 Aug 2002

World Healing Day: A World Address
August 17, 2002
on the 15th Anniversary of Harmonic Convergence

Throughout history opportunities present themselves at a particular stage in the cycle of our evolution, according to the movement of the planets, our cosmic timekeepers. These are opportunities to change our reality for the better, to bring healing and an expansion of consciousness to our planetary community. We can all seize these opportunities and make the most of them. But we can also let them pass by. The choice is ours.

We could all take the world towards peace and healing in an instant, at the speed of thought, if everybody in the world acted together in their desire for peace. It is that simple: thought does create reality. Yet a critical mass of people acting together in their desire for peace may be all that is needed for the world to change.

We are often so engaged in our day-to-day busy-ness that we are not fully present enough to appreciate taking the opportunity to heal and transform our individual/collective world. This is in fact our own resistance to healing. Healing requires effort on our part, and let's face it, if every single person who works with healing and the raising of consciousness decided to put aside their busy-ness and devote just one hour out of the 8760 hours in their year to focusing together at the same time for the healing and transformation of planetary consciousness, there would be sufficient numbers involved to trigger a critical mass or at least shift decisively the morphic field for human potential.

Well that's exactly what World Healing day is about. That's what Harmonic Convergence was about in 1987. I hope you will join us on August 22 and take us closer to critical mass, it is a mere 5 days away now.

The organisation is effectively done, and we thank everyone who has contributed and is continuing to do so. We have translations of our literature in English, French, German, Spanish, Portuguese, Italian, Norwegian, Icelandic, Hungarian, Dutch, Danish, Yugoslavian, Macedonian, Chinese, and Japanese. We have networked into over 50 countries. We have consulted the stars. We have inspired many people, but we do not know how many. Will you join us and help network further the leaflets and press releases that are available in several languages at

We have a steadily growing list of the locations of participants on August 22. This is important: seeing that people are participating helps us all to see how well we are collectively doing on the healing path. It is also inspiring: reading the messages of others reminds us that we are not alone and that there is tremendous potential within people for change. We would love you to be a part of this and list your location at

If you wish to be a contact so that others can join you, just add words to this effect to your listing and we will strengthen the planetary network of light.

The full astrology reading is available on the further information page at

It makes fascinating reading, and describes the amazing configurations that represent the opportunity in our evolution that awaits us on August 22.

Wishing you a happy World Healing Day

May Peace and Love Prevail

The Coordinator
World Healing Day Coordinator